Ready To Lose

Okay, I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I feel like I have no self control. I'm ready to lose ten more pounds, just in time for swimsuit season. I know, 40 pounds should be enough of a weight loss for me and maybe if I were a more self-confident person, I would be able to rock a two-piece no matter what. But thats my goal now. Its shallow I know, but my dream this year is to be able to wear a bikini.

Part of wanting to lose ten more pounds is because lately I feel like I've been eating everything in sight. Last year at this time, I was already hardcore into my diet. I did NOT go over my daily calorie intake at all. I was so hardcore. Now I'm just eating, eating, eating. It sucks. Maybe I'm just burnt out. I'm sick of using machines to work out. I love being able to workout outside. I love walking, running, just being outside. I think thats why I lost so much weight in the spring and summer. Hopefully I can jump back on the bandwagon and be able to lose these last ten stubborn pounds.

I'll post my new starting weight tomorrow morning after I weigh in and mark my progress. I really gotta start eating better. No more baking cookies and treats, no more buying unnecessary snacks, and no more eating just to eat. I can do this, I know I can. I did it once before and I can do it again! I just need to focus. And hopefully I can keep my motivation up if I know I have to post my weight on here every week. And hopefully I can show everybody swimsuits as I try them on!